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WHAT ITS LIKE:

Hi, my name is Tuffy. I don't follow orders. My polical view is neither left nor right. I despise stereotyped thinking. It's for noobs.

I believe in making up my own mind. I believe in distrust against authorities. All they want you to is to to pay & obey their rules. Their rules to stay in power. Don't get me wrong, there must be some rules in place for a society to function. We can't live in full anarchy and there has to be a higher order to prohibit chaos amongst all of us. Regarding this, democracy seems legit. It's the best we have, right? I don't see every part of the govermental institutions to be harmful. I can't imagine living in a world without some order. Not with 8.2 billion people freewheeling around on this planet. Especially not in the current way they behave, they've been raised, they've been taught to live. The history of mankind has been gruesome. We're proud successors of the chimpanzees in this regard. I recommend watching "War of the apes"

Getting rid of liars would be my first step on making the world a better place. Lies have taken down individual relationships as well as whole societies. Lies may in fact one day mark the end of humanity. World War III seems imminent. I will never fight for my country. I will fight for my family, for my friends, for my beloved ones, my believes. But shit really needs to hit the fan before I will start getting violent. I've seen it all. I'm an old soul already.

I'm more like a Bonobo than a chimp.

Fuck you chimps!
Nah I'm just kidding. I love you chimps. I just dislike violence and territorial behaviour.

I fucking hate social media.

I needed to open up an account for my business. These f##kt4rds just banned it right away without having made a single post or comment. These big tech companies are just greedy, id collecting, user tracking and data selling fu##wits. Go fu## yourselves!

People that inspired me:

• Jane Goodall - .
• Bob Marley
• Edward Snowden
• 14th Dalai Lama - Believes in peace and compassion. Always as a smile for other people. Buddhist.
• Charles Darwin - He stood by his theory against all odds.
• Diane Fossey - Living with and for the highland gorillas, dying for what she believed in.
• John Lennon - .
• Mother Teresa - Dedicating herself to helping others is just likable.
• Nelson Mandela -
• Michael Jordan - Beeing so dedicated to the game that working hard itself became a passion.
• William Wallace
• Mel Gibson
• Greta Thunberg - Has helped to start a movement of young people engaging for their beliefs
• Elon Musk - That dude did change over time. However, a complicated childhood turned him into a fascinating man. While I can't support everything he has said or done, he truly is inspirational in some ways.
• Leslie Nielsen - Made me laugh my ass off and seems to have been a very humble guy
• Bud Spencer - After reading his biography I liked him even more than before
• Nikola Tesla
• Freddy Mercury - Hands down, best Entertainer who ever walked this planet
• Siddhārtha Gautama
• Jesus - Beeing forgiving, teaching humans. Died because of assholes.
• Joan of Arc
• Voltaire - Known for satire and defence of civil liberties. "Love truth, but pardon error"
• Hunter S. Thompson -
• Sadghuru - Jagadish "Jaggi" Vasudev
• Mom, Dad - And the usual suspects.

I don't justify any actions of the people above that I dont know of. There are controversies around everyone and no one is free of guilt. I just think that these people, the actions that they have taken and that I know of, have been inspirational to me.

While writing my list of people that have inspired me I got stuck once and a while and tried to find more people that have inspired me by searching for "most inspiring people". It was kind of shocking on how bland these lists are. Most of them featured a lot of A-listers. Like Pharell Williams beeing on #1, the most inspiring human? Hell no.

Only very few of the people that I think are inspiring myself are listed on these public lists. I dislike: Bezos, Zuckerberg, Gates, Obama, Trump, Eppstein, Bill and Hillary, Biden, 99% of politicians. We should found a 1%er Club of politicians that stand for trust, honor and beeing leaders of the people. Instead we have a bunch of fuckheads and retards around that rely on diplomatic activities and relationships a.k.a. lies, harassment, manipulation, moneypulation, threatening and back-stabbing. It's kind of telling that there are 15 adjectives and adverbs for beeing dastardly in the english language. Even chimps can be this way.

PRO

• Nature - We are part of it
• Privacy - No one should spy on us
• Anti-Autharian - No one should imply their way on thinking on us
• Individual Decision Making - We are no servants

FEARS

• Reliance on A.I. - People will get more and more stupid over time
• The far right and the far left - Extremists are about to cause trouble all the time
• Loss of divergency
• Plastification
• Mass surveillance and Punishment of people who think different

GOALS

• Protect planet earth from future actions of mankind
• Help our ecosystems heal again
• Make money to be able to live in peace
• Live as part of an eco-friendly tribe
• Help create a indigenous-inspired village

How I would like to live:

I like the vibe of music festivals. Psytrance in particular. One of the most interesting festivals I've been to has been the last Freecuency Festival hold in Portugal. No entry fee, no security, surrounded by a beautiful landscape. Just a couple thousand people enjoying theirselves, getting to know each other, dancing, eating, sleeping, repeating.

A permanent festival sounds fun. On the other hand, this has never been established in a meaningful way. Or it did fail. I can imagine it fail. I want to try it. Well I could think of a festival site within a valley surrounded by a ring like eco village spanning across the surrounding hills.

Questionable?

• Yes. Very questionable.

PROJECTS

• Unscripted Webring
• Take full control over Splatsville (ongooing)
  

LIFE-CHANGING EVENTS:

I was born an angel. Or should I say reborn? Been loving animals since anyone can remember. My parents have been great. My mother loves me very much. My dad taught me great things. This life already has teached me a lot. It seems like I'm an old soul already. We people forget about a lot we learned in our lifes before. That's why we are still here.

After writing the text beneath, I again noticed:I'm strong, I'm resilient as fuck!

• Losing my best friend and dog at 4 - Will always remember you Rory. I sat there in my couch cave I created and didn't wanted to come out anymore. My father told me about the loss and stayed with me while I was crying. This still brings tears to my eyes so many years after.
• Finding out about being reborn at 4 1/2 - I was foraging around the forests a few villages away from the city I was raised in. My parents have been with me looking for mushrooms or just walking around the woods. I will ask them once I'm able to reach them. We came around an area we never been before and I must have told my parents That I had lived here back in the days. I told them about my life there, my former family. Since I wasn't telling lies in general, my parents believed me and started to do some research. What shall I say, everything I told them was found out to be true. There once was a house and a dude lived there with his family. Everything I remembered turned out to be spot on.
• First awakening of demons in me / Getting taught not to be aggressive even when defending - In my kindergarten times, there have been some rough kids around my group. Their mother looked like she was falling apart already, tooths missing, karen haircut, yellow teeth and wearing a very outdated model of lenses. Im telling this, because I don't judge these kids. They seemed to have grown up in disturbing circumstances. I never experienced this kind of kids before in my happy life. They were rude and selfish, aggressive. One day one of them tried to forcibly take away my pencil while I was drawing something. He started getting more and more aggressive. I poked the pencil into his left eye I guess. After that I was blamed for harming the aggressor.
  
  Something that still sticks with me. Even when attacked, at least as long as I know that I'm about to win when I start to fight back for real, I'll try to keep the damage on my opponent as low as possible until he calms down. If it had been otherwise, I might already have killed one or two guys at least. Thinking about the consequences my actions might have upon others and myself before hitting an aggressor with a pair of plumber pliers maybe saved his live this day. However, im not sure how many other peoples lives & feelings I might have protected when killing this bloke that day. On the other hand, maybe he has changed. Maybe he is a good guy now? I dont know anything about this fella but I'm curious. Im physical strong and by writing all of this, I found out that im mentally strong as well. For real. Im a tough gong. Hence my name. Tuffgong
• My first "real" girlfriend - She taught me everything about beeing dishonest and betrayal. Still, I have sympathy for her in some way. She had a rough childhood, an evil uncle, a mother who showed her that living on someone elses money, having many men and beeing disloyal can be a lifestyle. Her sister was a heroine addict. Very much drama was gooing on in this family and I sometimes was in the middle of it. I have sympathy for all of them. Especially her younger brother who seems to be the only one, finding a good path in his life lately. However, very traumatizing experience.
• Losing my Grandmother at 5 - She was forgiving and always cared about justice, when sharing an apple it had to be cut in half or thirds precisely. She poured out malt beer or gave it to me in cans. Not without cleaning the can and its sipping area first. She made pancakes. I always loved gooing downstairs at my aunt & uncles home to visit her. I miss you!
• Divorce of my parents at 6 - Losing my dad beeing around everyday was just as hard.
• Losing our class teacher Miss
• Losing my Grandmother at 5
• Rumors, bad friends